Dan aku tidak mau terbelenggu oleh ceritanya yang terkesan superior. Kesan 'wah' itu hanya akan ditangkap oleh orang lain, tentu. Tapi tidak untukku--sebaliknya, aku malah benci. Benci melihat bagaimana hidung kembang-kempisnya bermain sementara cerita hidupnya dibuat seolah-olah itu adalah sebuah cerita klasik zaman Victoria. Oh, rupanya di situ dia akan berperan sebagai seorang tuan putri. Tentu, aku tidak menggunakan mulutku untuk bertanya padanya, karena aku sudah tahu pasti apa yang akan menjadi jawabannya. We used to be friends, but now... we're no longer.
Aku tahu benar bahwa semua orang berubah seiring dengan berjalannya waktu. Dan akan tiba waktu bagiku untuk mengalami hal yang sama. Namun, bukan ini yang kuharapkan dari seseorang. Kesan pertama saat mengenal seseorang memang terkesan manis, karena semua orang mempunyai topeng untuk menutupi sisi gelap mereka masing-masing. Mungkin aku agak picik, dan sensitif--sehingga terlalu mudah untuk membuatku membenci orang lain. Oh, yang benar saja... seolah-olah tanpa dosa bibir mereka bergerak-gerak saat mengucapkan hinaan yang tidak pantas? Aku tidak terlalu baik untuk mendengarkan itu semua. Dia tidak pernah mengenalku sebaik orang-orang yang berada di sisiku. Dan tolong jangan berbicara seolah-olah kita selalu bersama-sama layaknya teman dekat. Kita bukan lagi, kan?
Ingin rasanya aku memberikan cermin padanya, agar ia sadar akan dirinya yang sebenarnya. Meskipun terkadang cermin selalu diibaratkan sebagai pantulan dari yang asli. Ha, lihatlah cermin itu! Apakah kau lebih baik dariku? Tidak. Ia tidak akan pernah mendapatkan posisi di mana sebuah mahkota cantik diletakkan di atas kapala. Tokoh antagonis tidak akan pernah merenggut kemenangan di cerita klasik manapun. Orang itu tidak akan bisa memperlakukan dirinya bak seorang putri dari kastil megah yang terletak di atas bukit. Aku memainkan peranku jauh lebih baik. Tertawalah keras-keras... dan kita akan melihat siapa yang akan menangis darah di saat-saat terakhir.
Today I got the shitty piece of papers where ICAS result is supposed to be there. I was not really surprised of course, considering the result has been announced and I thought I would throw it away to the rubbish bin a minute later after seeing the paper.. and the fact, no. That was the first time I attending a terrifying English assessment like that, and I would make it to be my precious lesson. No matter what, I'm still Indonesian who should keep struggling on importing the other languages into my dictionary, or exactly head.
Can you see them? Ah, nevermind. I don't mean to make them clear and you wouldn't care, anyway.
Don't Stop Believing Wednesday, 9 September 2009 20:32
Fall Out Boy featuring Brendon Urie of Panic! At The Disco cover Journeys Don't Stop Believing live at The Pageant in Saint Louis, Missouri. Exclusively to REDNIGHTS on August 19th, 2009.
Aww, man.. I barely knew that Brendon's voice in this song is wicked perfect. More than enough to make me dream of him and me singing 'Don't Stop Believing' in la la land.
Just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world She took the midnight train goin anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit He took the midnight train goin anywhere
A singer in a smokey room A smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding, somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill, Everybody wants a thrill Payin anything to roll the dice, Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some were born to sing the blues Oh, the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on
(chorus)
Dont stop believin Hold on to the feelin Streetlight people
Bandwhores are Always be Disturbers Saturday, 5 September 2009 22:55
I hate this whore. Everybody knows Brendon has been dating with Sarah O. and it convoked various reacts from the fans, especially the fangirls. Okay, call me as one of them--those fangirls, because I hate them being together and Sarah's magic thingy which made her end up with him. AND them, Panic! fans who have sweet attitude to Sarah, couldn't stop talking about how sweet they're together... cute couple.. euh I want to puke (I read discussion forums). Please people, you don't know her. So stop talking like she really makes him happy as you said. Fine, I don't know about that either, but I'm sure my dislike is reasoning (HAHA of course it hell is).
La la la but now that hellosawah has gone from Twitter without her foot prints. I wonder if they are still dating, but maybe they are not dating anymore, I thought. The purpose of Sarah making Twitter account is just boasting in front of Brendon fans about their relationship. She didn't try to make it private, like when she was meeting Brendon for a date and tweeted it and then Zack Hall tweeted her not to do that. After William Beckett, Jeremy Davies, my Brenny, who's next? Sarah whores around band members for a living. Brendon would be better if he's over with her. Oh tell me that recent video on youtube that called 'Brendon dedicates a song to his girlfriend' is not true.. because if it's true, they're still together. Brendon is still being tricked by her bitching magical power.
I want to share this to you, which I got it from someone's blog while she got it from livejournal.
Dear fellow Buzznet viewers, I dropped off the face of Buzznet for awhile there, to realize it’s become complete bullshit.
Now tisk tisk Sarah, I really don’t mean to do this to you, but maybe you shouldn’t be such a band whore.
Number fucking one) I had Sarah on my facebook list I could view her pictures and her mini feed up to the point when she joined facebook.
Jeremy Davis (Paramore) and girlfriend of 3 years, Sarah broke up in January, Sarah was listed out of a relationship on facebook January 30th 2009. And listed BACK IN one on the 15th of February, literally her “Relationship” with Brendon Urie started two weeks after Jeremy cheated on her. Fact:
I need to get screencaps but this note has a point, I need an FBR trash admin to post my caps for me ;). for now I have wall posts sent to her friends in January when she was still dating Jeremy, referring to Brendon.
Wall post number one: Exhibit a)
Sarah Orzechowski at 3:47pm on January 9th, 2009 im laughing at how people…well, his fans- are really like saying “im here for you, i hope youre okay” and “i heard u and sarah broke up and shes talkin shit” likewhaaaaaaaaaaat????? these people are so fooled that it hurts. like yes everyone, i am to blame, i am the bad one here. hahaaha. okiedokie. awesome.
(This was posted the 9th of January and she wasn’t listed out of a relationship until the 30th)
Don’t ask how, but I managed to comandeer Brendon’s Aim/ichat
Brendon’s Aim icon changed to a picture of Sarah and him, with Sarah wearing his green rolling stones shirt, this happened on the 18th of January.
(brendon’s aim sn) - feels so good to be in love <3.
When I went to send a message it said he was in a video conference, must have been with her.
It makes me angry to even think that she’s totally playing him considering Jerm and her didn’t “officially” break up until the 30th of January, and she was buttering Brendon up the whole time.
Exhibit b)
Sarah Orzechowski at 4:29am on January 9th, 2009 haha I just noticed your little status msg on here!! I love it!!! :) :) ok see you at 6 for our intense workout plan. oooo girl bedazzle me UP! I’ll really make an impression then! danielle can even help. mmm so hot right now. haha
travie<3 bu <3 ..whoever comes first ;)
COME ON! You little slutbag, whoever comes first?…fuck I’m sad for Brendon, he’s so in love and she just didn’t care either way…
Exhibit c)
Sarah Orzechowski at 3:30pm on January 11th , 2009 yo he digs he digs he digs ..ive never felt this way before about anyyyoneee! I cannot wait for mrrffdayy..
Sarah Orzechowski at 6:15am on February 7th, 2009 baby girrrrl ill be outa town for my birfffday : ill be in michigan the 10-23rd then *malibu* the 24th-2nd. so ill be back here probably the 4th? so itll be a late celebration party!? but i want u to plan for sure! ur good at that :) he’s been treatin me like a princesss.
Yea and you don’t deserve it. You have ridiculous boy hair. And nobody wants you in a relationship with Brendon anyways.
If your supposed to be such a camera whore, why no pictures with him? I’m done proving my point
Sarah Orzechowski is a stupid band whore and she should be sentenced to years of surfing lessons because she sure as hell can’t surf with her rockstar boyfriend.
Comments?
-kiki
And if that's TRUE, Brendon has thrown his loyalty to the wrong person. Evidences proved that she's a fuckin whore. You don't deserve that Sarah so fuck off to bitch with other band members as long as it's not my lovely Brenny anymore.
ps. I'm done here. I know some of you don't get this one ha-ha-ha.
Paper Shits are Burning Saturday, 29 August 2009 10:29
I can finally see the truth.
Most people said that I'm too good in english. Maybe they somewhat exaggerate things. If I'm that good in english, I would be able to answer the all questions in that competition easily. In fact, I was not able. You may laugh at my worthless confidence. Those question sheets made me think how minim the chance for me to win the first place. Okay, that's my first experiment of attending international competition, and my english was too poor for that. I just think.. this is so lamentable, I even remained few more questions to have done. Maybe some of my friends have done all the questions.. and if they have possible chance of winning the competition, I gotta find some place to hide my face. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely a jealousy person for something I have speciality in it. It saddened me and easily made me drop the tears. Yet we don't know the result, however...
I Saw the Waves Coming to Me Friday, 31 July 2009 14:15
Minggu kemaren, gue pindah sekolah. Awalnya sih gue santai-santai aja, tapi setelah semuanya telah selesai diurus dan tinggal waktu bagi gue untuk sms teman-teman buat pamit, gue agak panik. Dengan besok yang telah tiba waktunya hari pertama di sekolah baru, gue berusaha meyakinkan diri bahwa ini bukan sesuatu yang jelek. Gue ke sekolah baru dengan masih memakai seragam batik hijau sekolah lama. Malu ga ya? Sepertinya engga terlalu, soalnya gue ga buruk rupa, kan? Haha! Tapi anehnya setelah pulang sekolah di hari pertama itu, gue nangis di rumah. Bukan sesuatu yang aneh mungkin, mengingat itu baru hari pertama dan gue belom bisa menyesuaikan diri. Gue merasa asing. Masuk ke tempat yang belum pernah gue lihat dan akan belajar di sana selama setahun. Kalau seorang pangeran yang dijodohkan dengan seorang putri bangsawan yang belum pernah ia temui, berkata, "Aku tidak mengerti, orang asing seperti dirimu tiba-tiba masuk ke dalam hidupku." Wow. Itu jelas berbeda dengan sesuatu yang telah terjadi pada gue.
Tapi ini bukan saatnya bagi gue untuk merengek karena belom menyesuaikan diri. Kepindahan ini hanyalah batu loncatan bagi gue untuk mencapai SMA negeri di Jakarta nanti. Gue belom terlalu mengenal seperti apa orang-orang yang sekarang satu kelas dengan gue. Tapi gue berharap mereka baik-baik saja. Tidak membicarakan orang di belakang. Dan kalau itu benar terjadi, why should I care? But don't get me wrong. I just don't give a focus on them now. Di detik sekarang ini pun, gue sendiri juga ga tau apa yang gue rasakan. Menyesal? Sedih? Senang? I have no idea. I just want to thank God for everything in my life. Dia memberi terlalu banyak pada saya. Jika saya merasakan sedikit kepahitan sementara Dia telah memberi saya sesuatu yang lebih daripada kepahitan itu, saya rasa itu tidak terlalu bermasalah.
Beuh, kok jadi melebar ke mana-mana, sih? =]
Last Tuesday, 28th of July, Panic! At The Disco merilis single terbaru mereka yang judulnya New Perspective. They totally made me that day. Err, kalo mau denger, bisa download di sini.
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
...
Oh iya, minggu kemaren tepatnya hari sabtu, gue sama Jundi nonton Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Tepatnya di mana, itu ga mau gue kasih tau. Soalnya kasian Jundi-nya.. gue-nya juga kasian, hahaha. Kata orang-orang HP6 itu jelek. Maaf, tapi gue ga bisa setuju. Bagi gue, film Harry Potter itu selalu amazing. Kalo elo denger gue pernah bilang ada film Harry Potter yang jelek, gue cuma basa-basi. HP6 ini lebih bagus daripada HP5 yang kesan terburu-burunya keliatan banget. Di sini banyak humor-humornya yang sukses bikin gue tergelak. Asal lo tau gue naksir abis sama si Cormac McLaggen yang arogan. Ga nyangka gue dia begitu oke di film. Apalagi yang pas uji-coba Quidditch, McLaggen menghalau Quaffle-Quaffle-nya dengan action-action yang berbeda... ga kayak si Ron yang mesti pake kepala, hiakaka. Terus cara McLaggen memandangi Hermione di acara jamuan Slughorn. Smexy abis. Pandangin gue aja dong.
Tom Riddle masa remaja, astaga-astaga... masih kerenan yang di HP2 sih, tapi dingin-nya itu kerasa banget sampe menusuk ke dalam tulang. Engga sih, yang itu lebay. Pokoknya dia keren walaupun rambutnya potongan culun dan pipinya tembem. Perasaan yang namanya Voldemort itu tirus deh. Narcissa Malfoy ga secantik yang gue bayangkan. Lebih cakep Bellatrix kalo gue bilang. She's definitely cool! Dari langkahnya yang menginjak-injak meja makan, dan caranya membakar pondok Hagrid dengan satu lambaian tongkat. Ke-ren. Draco Malfoy... hemm, lumayan menawan sih tapi rambutnya tipis banget, gue jadi agak gimana gitu. HAHA, ta-tapi yang pas di kompartemen itu beneran gagah lho. Dia punya teman-teman yang keren. Ada Pansy dan Blaise.
Hola Xenia ;)
fourteen years old.
First time you meet me you would think I might be rather mean because of my apathetic face. Few days later you would think that I was no dangerous after hearing my bland voice. Finally your opinion about me would turn into 360 degrees after we got close!
don't worry, I love to know people.
umm.. I love fashion, novels, literature, imagination, music. what else? Brendon Urie? Haha.
Dan aku tidak mau terbelenggu oleh ceritanya yang terkesan superior. Kesan 'wah' itu hanya akan ditangkap oleh orang lain, tentu. Tapi tidak untukku--sebaliknya, aku malah benci. Benci melihat bagaimana hidung kembang-kempisnya bermain sementara cerita hidupnya dibuat seolah-olah itu adalah sebuah cerita klasik zaman Victoria. Oh, rupanya di situ dia akan berperan sebagai seorang tuan putri. Tentu, aku tidak menggunakan mulutku untuk bertanya padanya, karena aku sudah tahu pasti apa yang akan menjadi jawabannya. We used to be friends, but now... we're no longer.
Aku tahu benar bahwa semua orang berubah seiring dengan berjalannya waktu. Dan akan tiba waktu bagiku untuk mengalami hal yang sama. Namun, bukan ini yang kuharapkan dari seseorang. Kesan pertama saat mengenal seseorang memang terkesan manis, karena semua orang mempunyai topeng untuk menutupi sisi gelap mereka masing-masing. Mungkin aku agak picik, dan sensitif--sehingga terlalu mudah untuk membuatku membenci orang lain. Oh, yang benar saja... seolah-olah tanpa dosa bibir mereka bergerak-gerak saat mengucapkan hinaan yang tidak pantas? Aku tidak terlalu baik untuk mendengarkan itu semua. Dia tidak pernah mengenalku sebaik orang-orang yang berada di sisiku. Dan tolong jangan berbicara seolah-olah kita selalu bersama-sama layaknya teman dekat. Kita bukan lagi, kan?
Ingin rasanya aku memberikan cermin padanya, agar ia sadar akan dirinya yang sebenarnya. Meskipun terkadang cermin selalu diibaratkan sebagai pantulan dari yang asli. Ha, lihatlah cermin itu! Apakah kau lebih baik dariku? Tidak. Ia tidak akan pernah mendapatkan posisi di mana sebuah mahkota cantik diletakkan di atas kapala. Tokoh antagonis tidak akan pernah merenggut kemenangan di cerita klasik manapun. Orang itu tidak akan bisa memperlakukan dirinya bak seorang putri dari kastil megah yang terletak di atas bukit. Aku memainkan peranku jauh lebih baik. Tertawalah keras-keras... dan kita akan melihat siapa yang akan menangis darah di saat-saat terakhir.
Today I got the shitty piece of papers where ICAS result is supposed to be there. I was not really surprised of course, considering the result has been announced and I thought I would throw it away to the rubbish bin a minute later after seeing the paper.. and the fact, no. That was the first time I attending a terrifying English assessment like that, and I would make it to be my precious lesson. No matter what, I'm still Indonesian who should keep struggling on importing the other languages into my dictionary, or exactly head.
Can you see them? Ah, nevermind. I don't mean to make them clear and you wouldn't care, anyway.
Don't Stop Believing Wednesday, 9 September 2009 20:32
Fall Out Boy featuring Brendon Urie of Panic! At The Disco cover Journeys Don't Stop Believing live at The Pageant in Saint Louis, Missouri. Exclusively to REDNIGHTS on August 19th, 2009.
Aww, man.. I barely knew that Brendon's voice in this song is wicked perfect. More than enough to make me dream of him and me singing 'Don't Stop Believing' in la la land.
Just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world She took the midnight train goin anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit He took the midnight train goin anywhere
A singer in a smokey room A smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding, somewhere in the night
Working hard to get my fill, Everybody wants a thrill Payin anything to roll the dice, Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some were born to sing the blues Oh, the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on
(chorus)
Dont stop believin Hold on to the feelin Streetlight people
Bandwhores are Always be Disturbers Saturday, 5 September 2009 22:55
I hate this whore. Everybody knows Brendon has been dating with Sarah O. and it convoked various reacts from the fans, especially the fangirls. Okay, call me as one of them--those fangirls, because I hate them being together and Sarah's magic thingy which made her end up with him. AND them, Panic! fans who have sweet attitude to Sarah, couldn't stop talking about how sweet they're together... cute couple.. euh I want to puke (I read discussion forums). Please people, you don't know her. So stop talking like she really makes him happy as you said. Fine, I don't know about that either, but I'm sure my dislike is reasoning (HAHA of course it hell is).
La la la but now that hellosawah has gone from Twitter without her foot prints. I wonder if they are still dating, but maybe they are not dating anymore, I thought. The purpose of Sarah making Twitter account is just boasting in front of Brendon fans about their relationship. She didn't try to make it private, like when she was meeting Brendon for a date and tweeted it and then Zack Hall tweeted her not to do that. After William Beckett, Jeremy Davies, my Brenny, who's next? Sarah whores around band members for a living. Brendon would be better if he's over with her. Oh tell me that recent video on youtube that called 'Brendon dedicates a song to his girlfriend' is not true.. because if it's true, they're still together. Brendon is still being tricked by her bitching magical power.
I want to share this to you, which I got it from someone's blog while she got it from livejournal.
Dear fellow Buzznet viewers, I dropped off the face of Buzznet for awhile there, to realize it’s become complete bullshit.
Now tisk tisk Sarah, I really don’t mean to do this to you, but maybe you shouldn’t be such a band whore.
Number fucking one) I had Sarah on my facebook list I could view her pictures and her mini feed up to the point when she joined facebook.
Jeremy Davis (Paramore) and girlfriend of 3 years, Sarah broke up in January, Sarah was listed out of a relationship on facebook January 30th 2009. And listed BACK IN one on the 15th of February, literally her “Relationship” with Brendon Urie started two weeks after Jeremy cheated on her. Fact:
I need to get screencaps but this note has a point, I need an FBR trash admin to post my caps for me ;). for now I have wall posts sent to her friends in January when she was still dating Jeremy, referring to Brendon.
Wall post number one: Exhibit a)
Sarah Orzechowski at 3:47pm on January 9th, 2009 im laughing at how people…well, his fans- are really like saying “im here for you, i hope youre okay” and “i heard u and sarah broke up and shes talkin shit” likewhaaaaaaaaaaat????? these people are so fooled that it hurts. like yes everyone, i am to blame, i am the bad one here. hahaaha. okiedokie. awesome.
(This was posted the 9th of January and she wasn’t listed out of a relationship until the 30th)
Don’t ask how, but I managed to comandeer Brendon’s Aim/ichat
Brendon’s Aim icon changed to a picture of Sarah and him, with Sarah wearing his green rolling stones shirt, this happened on the 18th of January.
(brendon’s aim sn) - feels so good to be in love <3.
When I went to send a message it said he was in a video conference, must have been with her.
It makes me angry to even think that she’s totally playing him considering Jerm and her didn’t “officially” break up until the 30th of January, and she was buttering Brendon up the whole time.
Exhibit b)
Sarah Orzechowski at 4:29am on January 9th, 2009 haha I just noticed your little status msg on here!! I love it!!! :) :) ok see you at 6 for our intense workout plan. oooo girl bedazzle me UP! I’ll really make an impression then! danielle can even help. mmm so hot right now. haha
travie<3 bu <3 ..whoever comes first ;)
COME ON! You little slutbag, whoever comes first?…fuck I’m sad for Brendon, he’s so in love and she just didn’t care either way…
Exhibit c)
Sarah Orzechowski at 3:30pm on January 11th , 2009 yo he digs he digs he digs ..ive never felt this way before about anyyyoneee! I cannot wait for mrrffdayy..
Sarah Orzechowski at 6:15am on February 7th, 2009 baby girrrrl ill be outa town for my birfffday : ill be in michigan the 10-23rd then *malibu* the 24th-2nd. so ill be back here probably the 4th? so itll be a late celebration party!? but i want u to plan for sure! ur good at that :) he’s been treatin me like a princesss.
Yea and you don’t deserve it. You have ridiculous boy hair. And nobody wants you in a relationship with Brendon anyways.
If your supposed to be such a camera whore, why no pictures with him? I’m done proving my point
Sarah Orzechowski is a stupid band whore and she should be sentenced to years of surfing lessons because she sure as hell can’t surf with her rockstar boyfriend.
Comments?
-kiki
And if that's TRUE, Brendon has thrown his loyalty to the wrong person. Evidences proved that she's a fuckin whore. You don't deserve that Sarah so fuck off to bitch with other band members as long as it's not my lovely Brenny anymore.
ps. I'm done here. I know some of you don't get this one ha-ha-ha.
Paper Shits are Burning Saturday, 29 August 2009 10:29
I can finally see the truth.
Most people said that I'm too good in english. Maybe they somewhat exaggerate things. If I'm that good in english, I would be able to answer the all questions in that competition easily. In fact, I was not able. You may laugh at my worthless confidence. Those question sheets made me think how minim the chance for me to win the first place. Okay, that's my first experiment of attending international competition, and my english was too poor for that. I just think.. this is so lamentable, I even remained few more questions to have done. Maybe some of my friends have done all the questions.. and if they have possible chance of winning the competition, I gotta find some place to hide my face. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely a jealousy person for something I have speciality in it. It saddened me and easily made me drop the tears. Yet we don't know the result, however...
I Saw the Waves Coming to Me Friday, 31 July 2009 14:15
Minggu kemaren, gue pindah sekolah. Awalnya sih gue santai-santai aja, tapi setelah semuanya telah selesai diurus dan tinggal waktu bagi gue untuk sms teman-teman buat pamit, gue agak panik. Dengan besok yang telah tiba waktunya hari pertama di sekolah baru, gue berusaha meyakinkan diri bahwa ini bukan sesuatu yang jelek. Gue ke sekolah baru dengan masih memakai seragam batik hijau sekolah lama. Malu ga ya? Sepertinya engga terlalu, soalnya gue ga buruk rupa, kan? Haha! Tapi anehnya setelah pulang sekolah di hari pertama itu, gue nangis di rumah. Bukan sesuatu yang aneh mungkin, mengingat itu baru hari pertama dan gue belom bisa menyesuaikan diri. Gue merasa asing. Masuk ke tempat yang belum pernah gue lihat dan akan belajar di sana selama setahun. Kalau seorang pangeran yang dijodohkan dengan seorang putri bangsawan yang belum pernah ia temui, berkata, "Aku tidak mengerti, orang asing seperti dirimu tiba-tiba masuk ke dalam hidupku." Wow. Itu jelas berbeda dengan sesuatu yang telah terjadi pada gue.
Tapi ini bukan saatnya bagi gue untuk merengek karena belom menyesuaikan diri. Kepindahan ini hanyalah batu loncatan bagi gue untuk mencapai SMA negeri di Jakarta nanti. Gue belom terlalu mengenal seperti apa orang-orang yang sekarang satu kelas dengan gue. Tapi gue berharap mereka baik-baik saja. Tidak membicarakan orang di belakang. Dan kalau itu benar terjadi, why should I care? But don't get me wrong. I just don't give a focus on them now. Di detik sekarang ini pun, gue sendiri juga ga tau apa yang gue rasakan. Menyesal? Sedih? Senang? I have no idea. I just want to thank God for everything in my life. Dia memberi terlalu banyak pada saya. Jika saya merasakan sedikit kepahitan sementara Dia telah memberi saya sesuatu yang lebih daripada kepahitan itu, saya rasa itu tidak terlalu bermasalah.
Beuh, kok jadi melebar ke mana-mana, sih? =]
Last Tuesday, 28th of July, Panic! At The Disco merilis single terbaru mereka yang judulnya New Perspective. They totally made me that day. Err, kalo mau denger, bisa download di sini.
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
...
Oh iya, minggu kemaren tepatnya hari sabtu, gue sama Jundi nonton Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Tepatnya di mana, itu ga mau gue kasih tau. Soalnya kasian Jundi-nya.. gue-nya juga kasian, hahaha. Kata orang-orang HP6 itu jelek. Maaf, tapi gue ga bisa setuju. Bagi gue, film Harry Potter itu selalu amazing. Kalo elo denger gue pernah bilang ada film Harry Potter yang jelek, gue cuma basa-basi. HP6 ini lebih bagus daripada HP5 yang kesan terburu-burunya keliatan banget. Di sini banyak humor-humornya yang sukses bikin gue tergelak. Asal lo tau gue naksir abis sama si Cormac McLaggen yang arogan. Ga nyangka gue dia begitu oke di film. Apalagi yang pas uji-coba Quidditch, McLaggen menghalau Quaffle-Quaffle-nya dengan action-action yang berbeda... ga kayak si Ron yang mesti pake kepala, hiakaka. Terus cara McLaggen memandangi Hermione di acara jamuan Slughorn. Smexy abis. Pandangin gue aja dong.
Tom Riddle masa remaja, astaga-astaga... masih kerenan yang di HP2 sih, tapi dingin-nya itu kerasa banget sampe menusuk ke dalam tulang. Engga sih, yang itu lebay. Pokoknya dia keren walaupun rambutnya potongan culun dan pipinya tembem. Perasaan yang namanya Voldemort itu tirus deh. Narcissa Malfoy ga secantik yang gue bayangkan. Lebih cakep Bellatrix kalo gue bilang. She's definitely cool! Dari langkahnya yang menginjak-injak meja makan, dan caranya membakar pondok Hagrid dengan satu lambaian tongkat. Ke-ren. Draco Malfoy... hemm, lumayan menawan sih tapi rambutnya tipis banget, gue jadi agak gimana gitu. HAHA, ta-tapi yang pas di kompartemen itu beneran gagah lho. Dia punya teman-teman yang keren. Ada Pansy dan Blaise.
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